Because I Should Be Doing Homework.

I have so much homework this week its overwhelming. So naturally, I'm blogging instead of writing my dang book review. 
Today I'm feeling especially grateful for everything going on in my world right now. It's Easter Sunday, and the choir at my church did such an awesome program I was holding back tears the whole way through. And not just 'cause I'm pregnant. I have to say, I'm so grateful for holidays like Easter to bring us back to Earth. To remind us that the little things that stress our lives, that complicate our worlds, that seem to override so much of what's really important, are just the minute things that really don't matter. It's so easy to get caught up in how you feel, about yourself or about a neighbor, a coworker, or anyone else, or really anything else. It's easy to forget that we are all imperfect and the things in our lives that seem to cause shadows so much of the time, are temporary. I'm grateful to know that I have the Atonement to make up for my shortcomings and to help me be forgiven when I really need it. That's why I love Easter. And today was just fabulous. The weather was incredible too. 
Aside from that stuff, I just really wanted to write down how I'm feeling. Today marks my merging into my 3rd trimester! I'm so excited. And I'm also freaking out. I'm nervous that my last tri will be like my first. I don't want to live off Zofran and be tired 24-7 but it's starting out that way. Dang. Also, the whole concept of Braxton Hicks freaks me out. How am I suppose to know if I'm in labor or if my uterus is just prepping? Seriously, I'm so clueless and paranoid and nervous and excited. So this trimester could be the most interesting. 
My belly. You guys! It's so big. And heavy. And I'm so serious. This belly is like carrying a 20 lb medicine ball around all the time. Strapped to your waist. I get winded walking up the hill when I take Marley on a walk. How out of shape am I right? I know. But aside from it being huge and uncomfortable and making me feel like a large animal...it's my favorite. Because it means that the little man is growing, and that means I get to feel him more often. My absolute favorite thing about being pregnant is feeling him. He makes me laugh! I seriously catch myself laughing out loud when he is doing a dance of sorts. And he is also such a punk--he moves all the time for me, and even for Colt. But whenever any of my coworkers or friends want to feel him move, the second their hand goes on the belly, he stops. And then starts up again when they've given up. How rude, right? I promise he is on the move almost constantly ha ha, maybe he's just shy. But I can't explain how much I love to see my belly move when he decides he's uncomfortable, or when he is stretching, or when he is doing some awesome kickboxing moves. My favorite. I wish I could let you all be pregnant and feel him too. 
Anyway. This post is random and scattered but that's okay. I'm just grateful for Easter, and for my baby boy who's growing in my belly. I cannot wait to see his face and meet his little self. It's getting exciting around here folks. 

New Fave.

K I have to share my new fave recipe. I made it last night and guys...I'm telling you, it's so good. And it's so super easy and quick! Colt loved it too.
I can't take credit for it, of course I found it on Pinterest, but changed a few things! So, here's the recipe. Try it. You won't regret it.

Burrito Bowls:

You Need:
2 C. Brown Rice 
1 Tbsp. Vegetable Oil
1/4 C. Diced Onion
1 Clove Garlic, Minced
2 15oz. Cans Black Beans, Drained
Chopped Cilantro
1/4 Tsp. Chili Powder
Cayenne Pepper, To Your Liking
Juice of 2 Limes
Shredded Lettuce

How To:
Cook your rice. I made enough for 4 servings, so that Colt and I could have leftovers as well. I always cook for 4. I like leftovers. So, however much you want, you can cook. Also, if you wanted to, you could cook quinoa instead of rice which would be equally delish. I just am cheap and rice was like 3$ cheaper this week. While the rice is cooking, saute your onions and garlic in the oil until they soften. Add your beans, along with 1/2 c water, about 2 tbsp. of cilantro, and your spices (chili powder and cayenne, of course salt and pepper too). Stir and bring to a boil. Once boiling, reduce head and simmer for about 15 min until the water is mostly evaporated and the beans have thickened. Stir in the juice of 1 lime. Once your rice is done, add about 2 tbsp cilantro and the juice of one lime, along with some salt, and stir. Now it's time to assemble these bowls. 
Layer your rice, then beans, and top with lettuce. You can be creative now. I put sour cream, salsa, cheese, corn, and avocado on top and mixed it all up. You could put whatever you wanted in the bowls. My mixture was so yummy and I liked that the salsa added a little bit of liquid to it and the sour cream made it creamy and delicious. I had this for lunch the next day and it was even better. I hope you guys try it out and love it just as much as I did. (Sorry I suck at taking pictures so..no picture. Let your imagination run wild) 

Movin' Along.

So baby has totally started to move. I've been able to feel him for a few weeks now, but you can feel him through the belly. (he knows I'm talking about him, cause he is rollin' around like nobody's business as we speak) I let Colt feel my belly the other night when baby was super active and it freaked him out just a little bit. How do you think I feel, right? It's the most insane feeling to feel a little human in your belly doing dances and tricks. Seriously this whole thing still blows my mind. Another thing that baby is doing now-a-days is making me drink Dr. Pepper. I know, don't hate. But really, who drinks Dr. Pepper? Oh, me. I went to the gas station yesterday and for the first time I debated...Diet Coke? Or....Dr. Pepper won. 

I hope everyone had a fabulous V-Day cause I certainly did! My husband always spoils me rotten and this year was no exception. I woke up to flowers and the cutest card ever (if you know me..cards are my favorite of all gifts. People can say such great things to make you feel so great. My favorite gifts.) He also got me a sweet new blow dryer which I've been complaining I "need" forever now. It's a professional one and we really do need these things right? Anyway, our tradition since we've been married has been for Colt to make me dinner on Valentines Day. It beats going out to a crowded restaurant of over-priced food because Colt is one heck of a cook. (on a side note, pregnancy is not so flattering for V-Day. Heads up ladies) 

K here's my real big news. This week I am being sent to Vegas for an Anesthesia Review Course with the other assistants I work with for a few days. This isn't the cool part, just wait... and uhm, we are totally going to see Celine Dion. I know, I nearly cried when I heard the good news. I've wanted to see Celine (Elton too..oh please) since forever and I never had the heart to drag Colt along with me. So this is perfect. He doesn't have to suffer through it, I get to sing my heart out along with Celine. I cannot wait. Don't worry, I'll post pics. Maybe some videos too. 

I'll share some of our fun since my last post. And I promise to post some good recipes soon--including Colt's V-Day lovin' recipe. 

Drum Roll Please......

Okay. So I have some exciting news! 
First of all, I'm 20 weeks into my pregnancy which means I'm half way there! The belly has definitely started to show itself and the baby has most definitely made it's territory known. I have started to feel the baby kick...a lot. It is the weirdest/coolest/craziest feeling ever. Some days, I look in the mirror at my big boobs (sorry, tmi, but seriously, first time I've ever had cleavage!), and my growing belly that isn't the most flattering thing and it honestly freaks me out to think I'm growing a human. A little tiny 12 oz human is inside my belly. It's just scary and cool and amazing all at once. 
And, secondly, we have confirmed today with an AMAZING ultrasound that baby Rogers is a BOY!! We are so excited and cannot wait for the day when he gets here! Colt and I immediately went to Gap and bought the cutest little outfit. Red little jeans, and a white tee, and then the most softest cuddliest little sweatpants ever. Can't wait for a cute tiny body to fill them right up. 
This has been a whirlwind of a month and days like today put life into perspective for you. The stress that I've been under has been insane and has quite honestly made me probably not the most fun to be around (sorry babe). But all of the moving and unpacking and buying and selling and money worries were all shoved aside and totally forgotten about when we were in the ultrasound room today looking at our baby boy squirm and toss and punch and chill. Ha it is truly truly an amazing feeling. I'm grateful to be reminded of the real-ness of life. This is what it's all about right? 

On a totally different note, I have made a new nightly tradition--chocolate shakes. Oh em gee. Guys, if you aren't already doing this..you need to. It doesn't have to be a big chocolate shake, just a little bite and it tops your day off just mmmm. I highly recommend this for self-soothing. 

I have kind of been thinking about sharing my awesome recipes with all of my 2 followers. Ha ha but really. I can't take credit for nearly half of them, but when I find a good one, I think it's worth sharing! Cause what is worse then making your grocery list and asking yourself, "what am I making for dinner this week?" right? I hate it. So I've decided that when I do make a good meal that is husband approved (and even if it's not) then I will most definitely share! 
In the meantime, here are some recent pics of the baby bump and my niece's blessing and the babe Lars-head. 

Crazy.

I have to say I have had an insane few days. Let me list my insane-ness:
1-The snow in Utah has been out of control. And since my adorable husband refuses to put the snow tires on my 2 wheel drive Mazda (that he drives), he went off the road and buried himself in a snow bank. He got massive stuck. His dad had to shovel him out. And when that didn't work, they pulled out the chain and full on ghetto pulled him out. So that was a fun day.
2-We bought a new car. And by new I mean new to us. (see insane-ness reason number 1) Colt got a Subaru Forester. Which he is loving. He finally has all wheel drive too. I'm totally happy about that part. But now we have 3 cars. And for some reason it's stressing me out to have to worry about selling another car. I hateeeee selling cars. And can I just say...I think Forester's are so ugly. (sorry Subaru)
3-We bought a new couch. Did we need a new couch cause our couch is old? No. I bought our couch brand spankin new when we got married. It's pretty and in nice condition and I was fine with it. But of course, we find a killer deal through some connections (shout out to Haley & Jaddon) and so we got a new couch. We have to sell our couch now. 
4-We are moving into our new place on Saturday. I may shed a few tears because of how excited I am. Don't get me wrong, living in Colt's dad's house for the past 2 weeks has really helped us out, but I cannot wait to be able to get out of the shower and walk to my room without a towel on if I feel like it. I'm not saying that's a regular habit, but I might start making it one. 
5-Baby has decided to get real big this week, whoo hoo baby! But along with my huge, size of a large cantaloupe uterus, my round ligament pain has begun. Oh man. It's pretty bad. I can't sneeze without a jab of pain going through my groin. I also can't sneeze without peeing my pants just a little bit. Pregnancy is beautiful isn't it?
I probably could continue with my list but then I'd just be complaining. 
If anyone wants a couch or a car, I'm your girl. 

Stay tuned for pictures of the big move. Along with the big belly. 
(5 Days until the ultrasound!)

Ya Know?

Ya know those days when you just want some ham fried rice and you wait all day til dinner and you get a lot of ham fried rice and then it sucks? 
Today was one of those. I had high hopes for this rice and it just was not satisfying. 
To fix my anger (which was half of my baby's anger because baby wanted the rice too) I made chocolate chip cookies and dunked them in milk. It made it a little better. 
Obviously I'm still not over the whole rice problem.

P.S. 
A week from Tuesday we get to REALLY find out if baby is a boy. The "boy part" could have just been, lets say, baby's shin. But for now, baby is a he. 

Fine. I'm On The Wagon.

Well. I did it. I finally created a blog. And this is why--mainly because I want to document my life. I'm 4.5 months pregnant at the moment and who doesn't want to document the exciting time of pregnancy? Plus. My husband is like a big kid and says the darndest things. Kidding. Kinda. 
I'm not expecting a single soul to read this. Actually if anyone ever does I would be shocked. I'm doing this blog for me. To share my life with my future self, to remember all the good things (and the not so good things), and to maybe learn a little bit about myself. 
So, here's to nothin! Or maybe to somethin! 
Lets keep our fingers crossed that my acid reflux will leave me alone tonight too. We could cheers to that.